Character Examination

So, I have never thought of my self as an instant gratitude type person, but on the "Dave Ramsey" system I find myself losing patience. To be honest though I have felt more freedom and peace with my finances than I have EVER felt before. I owe that to the lack of delusional lies I had been telling myself, regarding my finances of course. That is what makes these impatient feelings so confusing. Is it residual from lack of discipline or am I actually an impatient person? I find myself a bit unhappy with the rate that my savings are going, but I am also unwilling to increase the amount at the cost of something else. Which leaves me no room to be upset and yet I am. I want a handful of things and I guess I want them NOW. What a brat and subsequently a bummer! What is a girl to do? Well, I am going to do the only thing that I can do. I am going to wait patiently till I have enough cash to make each purchase (which each will be deeply reconsidered I am sure before purchased) and by doing so I hope to show myself a good stewart over what God has provided me with. The key here is that I must proceed with the right attitude. I have decided to follow this "new" mind set of never buying another thing till we have cash for it, but if I don't have the right spirit about it what will it profit me? So I say, "Thank you Jesus for the opportunity to learn and grow in this area. I will be successful in Your Name!" Now having said all that should you want to donate to the Rachael needs new shoes fund please don't hesitate ACT NOW! Slots are filling up fast. You don't want to live with the guilt of knowing you could have helped one poor ol soul. =0) Just joking...kinda of.